no.1

well the title is cliche…but whatever…i dont know why suddenly i wanna write a blog…i use to want to keep everythg to myself. lately though i find myself changing. im definitely not the same person as i was last year. im very shy. its hard for me to feel comfortable around ppl. i think bcos im scared of ppl judgement. yeah yeah…”u shouldnt care what ppl think”…i tell that to myself everytime. im still scared that ppl think im a horrible person and i will end up alone.

the changes that ive been experiencing…to some extent is for the best.i need to get out there and away frm my comfort zone..but i do not trust myself enough to let my old self go…

ANGER

i dont feel like studying rite now. i should i got finals in like 2 days. evrythg i read just goes in one ear and out another. i think bcos in the back of my mind i have this anger, frustration towards a lot of things. i dont wanna be selfish. i know uve help me a lot b4…its just that i dont like it when u bother me. im an angry person. im a lot happier thn b4 but im still angry!
for the record, i know nobody is reading this. i like it like that. i dont mine either if anybody do read it. have opinions on how i should get rid of my anger??

what time is it??

free time!!!!!!!…2 weeks of nothing to do. hooray??!!!!….yup2…im starting to read gossip girl again…now that i have a lot of extra time i figure is should read something.

so little time yet so much to do, story of my life

the new term is almost over, i feel that this term is really fast. i guess thats what happen when the subjects i’m taking is something that is in my interest. this term isnt as hectic as the previous one. dare i say it, i love this term. but the relax part is over and now im load with school and wc work. i have 2 assignments to finish and the account for wc. arhg!!.

weekend

okay heres the deal. i have 3 assignment due next friday. but the thing is none of it i can finish this weekend because i dont hve the text book and the question. so how eh?

why so careless fatty?!

okay, this deserve a big LOL….i thought my class was at 9 a.m, turns out its actually at 12…no its not that they change the schedule…i was the one that didnt check it properly…i only realize it when i got to college ( i went to check where my class was)…OMG!…now im spending/wasting my precious time at the library. i wish i could study( yeah right.lol) but het the term just started so theres nothing to study…the internet connection isnt that stable so theres no point going on youtube.com…
BOF is about to end…:(… im worried abt the soeul couple, God i hope they end up together..:)… as for JD and JH…well eventhough hes nice and all..JP is alway for JD..like Makino&Domyoji and Daomingshi&shan cai ..yeah im that obsess…cant help it….hahaha…
40 more minutes until im gonna be introduce to the world religion…interesting<s

LOL

haha…for some reason i like to use the term ‘LOL’ these days…it is so weird…i started my new term already, compare to the previous term i think this term is gonna be far more relax…i have one math subject…i usually do better with math stuff…

Ohmy!

well today was an eventful day….a small snake went into my room…hermmm….i wonder if its been thre all this while…hope not…well the fire dep. ppl came and took care of it…so now its all fine…Alhamdullilah… but it kinda screws up my ‘to do list”…im supposse to clean up my room 4 my new term…but now im scared going back there…

anyways…im so addicted to boys over flowers…i mean as if now…i have seen all 3 version…( MG,HYD,BOF)…all the 3 version are awesome…but in bof i prefer watching ga eul and yi jung…LOL…

done with finals

awh…so stress-less right now…well not really..hehe…im a huge fan of BOF…i hope Gaeul and Yi jung gets a happy ending…they are just too cute togther!!..:D

:(

why am i so stupid?

another week

woah…what a week i had…there are so many things i wish i could take back…but thats impossible right? … im sorry..

drama queen

ah-today is a very frustrating day. i had a little “incident” with someone i consider Bestfriend. well i consider her to be my bestfriend..even tho ive only known her for like 6 months…now i know the difference between being somebody bestfriend with somebody being your bestfriend…as i think about it alot of times…the “incident” is just ridiculous…mostly my part( there i admit it)…for some reason i still cant let go of it and i have frustration, sadness and also dissapointment in me. i should apologize, yes but so should u. i understand that u feel iritated..but u hate me more??..i cant believe anyone can hate somebody over a stupid “incident”..im not gonna lie…im definitely hurt by ur shout out…but i cant change ur take towards me….

as for my besbuds…i miss u girls!

xoxo